Difficult

[Intro]
[Verse]
You call me 'difficult' again
Like it's a sin to be a friend
I'm 'high-maintenance' and 'too loud'
Since you joined that plastic crowd
You traded flannels for a pose
And powder on your upturned nose
[Pre-Chorus]
I saw you at the mall today
You looked the other way
With girls who used to mock your hair
Now you're acting like you care
[Chorus]
So light the match and let it go
I'm the monster of your show
If being real is being 'hard'
I'll keep playing this broken card
Yeah, I'm the mess you can't ignore
While you're walking out the door
[Post-Chorus]
Yeah, I'm difficult
Yeah, I'm difficult
Better than being a fake
Better than every mistake
[Verse]
Remember when we shared a bed?
And all the stupid things we said?
Now I'm just a 'toxic' ghost
The one you like to hate the most
Your new squad thinks I'm insane
But they don't even know your name
Your Instagram is a perfect lie
I hope you're happy, I really try
I saw your face turn pale and white
When you saw me Friday night
[Pre-Chorus]
I'm the one who knows the truth
Of all the secrets in your youth
You can hide behind the trend
But you'll never find a real friend
[Chorus]
So light the match and let it go
I'm the monster of your show
If being real is being 'hard'
I'll keep playing this broken card
Yeah, I'm the mess you can't ignore
While you're walking out the door
[Bridge]
I'm screaming in the empty hall
Waiting for a ghost to call
You left me for a hollow spark
And left me bleeding in the dark
I'm not difficult, I'm just hurt
Buried in your designer dirt
[Breakdown]
One spark
Two sparks
Watch it catch
Strike the match
[Chorus]
BURN THE POLAROIDS TO THE GROUND!
I HATE EVERY SINGLE SOUND!
OF YOUR VOICE AND YOUR LIES!
WATCH THE ASHES HIT THE SKIES!
I'M THE DIFFICULT ONE? OKAY!
WATCH ME THROW IT ALL AWAY!
[Post-Chorus]
Yeah, I'm difficult
Yeah, I'm difficult
I'm the fire in your lake
I'm the heart you couldn't break
[Outro]