Blue Raspberry Regret

[Intro]
[Verse]
Tossed my badge on the desk
Made a beautiful mess
Clocked out for the last time
Committing a social crime
Manager didn't even look up
Left my spit in a paper cup
Now I’m walking to the lot
Giving everything I’ve got
To a beat-up silver Honda
Wondering where I’m gonna wander
[Pre-Chorus]
Gas light’s glowing red
Voices in my head
Windows down, screaming loud
Lost inside a neon cloud
I’m terrified of being free
Is this really meant for me?
[Chorus]
Blue raspberry tongue
Feeling wild and young
I’m a 2am disaster
Driving faster and faster
Sorry that I left you there
Gasping for a bit of air
I don’t have a single plan
Catch me if you even can
Yeah, catch me if you can
[Post-Chorus]
(Whoa-oh, whoa-oh)
Let the engine blow
(Whoa-oh, whoa-oh)
Nowhere left to go
[Verse]
Sarah’s picking out a dress
I’m just picking at this mess
Left the group chat on read
Wish I was in my bed instead
But the backroads call my name
Nothing’s ever gonna be the same
Sticky cup in the holder
World is getting a little colder
Guilt is heavy in my chest
But I’m failing every test
[Pre-Chorus]
Static on the radio
Tell me where I need to go
Rearview mirror shows the town
Where I used to play the clown
I’m terrified of being free
Is this really meant for me?
[Chorus]
Blue raspberry tongue
Feeling wild and young
I’m a 2am disaster
Driving faster and faster
Sorry that I left you there
Gasping for a bit of air
I don’t have a single plan
Catch me if you even can
Yeah, catch me if you can
[Bridge]
(Acoustic with glockenspiel)
The pavement’s holding heat
Underneath my tired feet
They’ll say I lost my mind
Left the safety far behind
Maybe they are right today
Maybe I have lost my way
(Vocal build-up to belt)
But I’d rather be a wreck
With a noose around my neck
Than spend another single hour
Turning sweet things into sour
[Solo]
[Chorus]
Blue raspberry tongue
Feeling wild and young
I’m a 2am disaster
Driving faster and faster
Sorry that I left you there
Gasping for a bit of air
I don’t have a single plan
Catch me if you even can
Yeah, catch me if you can
[Post-Chorus]
(Whoa-oh, whoa-oh)
Let the engine blow
(Whoa-oh, whoa-oh)
Nowhere left to go
[Breakdown]
I'm not okay
I'm not alright
But I'm owning the night
Yeah, I'm owning the night
Just a girl and her slushie
Feeling brave and feeling mushy
[Outro]